The Island Vehicle

The island,
Chinatown
are small communities
everyone knows each other
a family-like quality
each one a maternal safe zone
that offers a sense of protection
security from dangers lurking
provides structure
support
a sense of certainty
where uncertainties run rampant.

Direction
normalcy
closure
changes are inevitable
invisible
stripped of identity
no more motherly embrace
died
just six years old
those old sounds
soothed me
comfortable again
cocoon-safe
time standing still
freedom
betrayal
afraid because of departure
family will starve
mother, find happiness
your "American Dream"
diminished.

Safe in my own setting.
Times of difficulty and tumultuous changes
increased desire to escape
reality
use past memories as a vehicle.

Stuck in Silence

Stuck in two completely different worlds
introverted
extroverted
subjective
objective
countryside
city
does not belong in society
trying so hard to find a community
"home"
desire to gain mobility
not only limited to the boundaries of one's own mind
to the socially constructed institutions of the world
want to travel freely
in both worlds
without being stared at
judged
knows firsthand
heartache
torment
feeling hopeless
stuck in one world
extremely depressed
stay silent
silence was debilitating.

Distant River

Distant
invisible
as if you don't see me anymore
the worst feeling in the world
just your friend
I don't like it
wish you only knew.

Hope
one day soon
give me one more chance
rejected
don't know what to do anymore
guilty
couldn't do anything more
cared deeply
move on
guilty
like a stain that never goes away
sticks forever
never fades
no detergent to get rid of the stain
no white out to eliminate it.

been stressed out lately
the mind keeps sabotaging itself
it's starting to go haywire
can't troubleshoot the problem
solve it
get rid of it
existing at this very moment
academic? family? friends? 
root of the problem
regarding you
confused
everything
down the drain
in a few seconds
quick
grieve and take it in
don't feel like myself anymore.

Just want to give up
everything
don't have the answer
not sure
might be a while
until I'll really feel whole
complete once again
wait it out
see where the river takes me.

Pizza Freshness

 

Pizza
stretched
pliable piece of dough
love
magical
respect and desire
this holy combination
cheese, crust, sauce and more
urge to scarf down
savoring each morsel for all of eternity
obsession with one slice
it was love at first bite!
a special gift
pizza solves everything.
Accepted the challenge
fresh loaves of bread
mouthwatering
freshness

What's Your Reaction to All Things 'Eye Candy'?

Share your opinions, thoughts and comments on what you think about MTV's new thriller, 'Eye Candy'.

MTV's New 'Eye Candy' is Disturbingly Beautiful

After Lindy Samson (Victoria Justice), a gifted hacker uses a dating app called Flirtual, she becomes the target of an unidentified serial killer who is bothered most by those who lie about their flaws. Lindy must now investigate and figure out who this killer is before it's too late.

Watch the first three, full-length episodes free:

                                                           Episode 1: 'K3U'

 

Episode 2: 'BRB'

 

 

Episode 3: 'HTBU'

 

 

 'Eye Candy' airs on MTV Mondays 10/9c

New Films Releases in January 2015

 

 

1/16- Blackhat
         Spare Parts
             The Wedding Ringer

     1/23- Mortdecai
               Strange Magic
               The Boy Next Door
      1/30- Project Almanac
                Wild Card